Music | Keisha - Jawan Harris feat. Tyga

Jawan Harris Ft Tyga- Keisha from Olutv on Vimeo.

OMG! I just fell in love. So I was just in my basement watching 106 & Park with my cousin like 15 minutes ago and this video came on. Now when it first started, I was doggin' shorty. He looks really young and yadda yadda. As the video progressed, we discovered he was actually kind of cute. He has a beautiful smile. THEN HE STARTED DANCING, MY HEART STARTED RACING, AND MY MOUTH DROPPED TO THE FLOOR. Okay, that was a bit of an exaggeration, but I fell in love with chocolate shawty. Then Tyga came on, he sexy too! But everyone already knew that haha. All my physical preferences aside, this is actually a good song in my opinion. It's cute... like him. I want him to write a song for me. Gabbyyyyyyy, Gabbyyyyyy, I wanna make you happyyyyy. LMAO okay. I'm done. Enjoy. :)

New Music | Trust Issues - Drake

Woop. Drake has been on a roll with leaks from Take Care. I recently saw someone tweet about a new song, Trust Issues, so I had to listen to it. Honestly, I'm upset. The beginning of the song is just him singing I'm On One. Then, the second verse is basically him repeating the same thing over and over again. I like the end of the song but I'm just like... -_____________- He really blew me... but HOPEFULLY he doesn't put anything else like this out. Well, you can formulate your own opinion.



*NOTE: Drake has just clarified on his twitter that "Trust Issues is just a fun thing I did while writing on one... not on Take Care" THANK GOD. I'm excited for Take Care again. :)

Failure & Disappointment.

Anyone who's been good friends with me for the past four years knows about my education. I'm not the best student and for some reason I don't get the best grades. Anyone who was good friends with me before four years ago, well... they know a totally different Gabby. I don't know what it is, because I know that I have the ability to do better than I do. Sometimes. Other times I feel like I'm giving it my all and just coming up short. A lot of people would try to make themselves sound helpless in this situation, but I actually don't know why school doesn't go as easily as it used to back before I started at Young.

My sophomore was by far the best year that I've had at Young... maybe 7th grade was better, but I did completely fail a class that year. My first semester was pure BLISS man. My lowest grade was a C and I only had one in my math class (math has never been my strong suit). Then second semester rolled around, I lost my way, and ended up with a D, a C, three B's, and an A in dance. Of course, my mom gave me hell about it...

YES, I know that these grades follow me for the rest of my life. I KNOW this. I KNOW that I need to do better. YELLING at me even more won't make this situation any better! I'm not here to talk about my mom though. But things like this get me thinking about college. I'm about to be a junior in high school. In the fall, I will supposedly be starting the hardest year of my high school career. Plus I'm supposed to start dancing during the school year again? My junior year is about to be crazy. I'm scared. This is the important year. The year that is most crucial to colleges. Everyone wants to go to a good college and be what they always dreamed of being. What if that doesn't happen to me? My friends are all A-B students. Sure they struggle, but not nearly as much as I do. My parents think that I should always ask them for help, and in some cases I do. But maybe there's something wrong with me.

I want to be a professional dancer more than anything. Looking at my abilities now and how everything has been going, that might not happen. That's scary enough. To think that I could possibly end up having to do something that I don't want to do saddens me and I don't want to believe that my performance in school completely just screws me over. I try, I really do. I just don't succeed a lot of the time. I'm always annoyed with the future, probably because I always have a feeling that it won't turn out the way that I want it to. And to see the people around me focusing on their future because it's working for them, or living in the now, it's never something I get to experience. There's always someone on my back about my performance and how I need to do better and trying to help in ways that aren't helping. It's depressing just a little bit. I never catch a break for anything. I feel like a failure to be a good example for my little sister who already doesn't do the best in school, and I feel like a disappointment to my parents because I never do things the way that want them. The thing is, I like school. Like learning actually excites me a majority of the time. But since it never wants to f*cking go well for me, I end up hating it. UGH!

I dearly love all the people that accept me for me. I wish there was more of them. Eh, I'll live.

Throwback | Daylight - Matt & Kim

Does anyone remember the Mojito liquor commercials two years ago? Yeah, I didn't think you would. Well in that video, the song in the background was [DUNDUNDUNNNNN] one of my favorite songs Daylight by Matt & Kim. It has been my summer anthem since I first heard it in my best friend Kourtney's basement. Doesn't it just give you a carefree summery feel? I think so. I absolutely love getting my music from television, lol. :)

Video | Last Friday Night - Katy Perry

So, remember when I posted those pictures from my Friday night? Well the song playing was the newest single from Katy Perry Last Friday Night (T.G.I.F.) and I think it's my new summer song! :) I'm really excited because I haven't had a definite summer song since '09 which I'll post later. But, I have to give my props to Drake because last summer Thank Me Later was the album that stayed playing everywhere I went. Anywho, I'm in love with Katy Perry... and her music... and this video. :P
I think everyone will love this, actually haha.

Katy Perry: Last Friday Night (T.G.I.F.) from Starworks Artists on Vimeo.

Behfranz.

Last Friday Night - Katy Perry


LMFAO. I love my life.








*most of these were taken at 3am. :)

Fun For The Day

I just did it. LMAO it's funny feeling. I don't know if it works for real though.